Bawi ka na!

why is it that the only person who can stop you from crying is that made you cry? the one who knows how to comfort you is the one that caused you pain? Life’s irony.

Sad but true, a week ago i was teary eyed when i saw my someone special with someone else. i was really upset and began to think if they are already an item. it hurts me so much when i saw them together and it seems that he is enjoying the company. what pains so much is when i saw them together i can’t help but get jealous. what hurts most? ..when you can’t fight for that one thing that would make you happy..
i can’t say to his face that i am jealous or am angry at him. he doesn’t know where i am coming from. so i am silently feeling hurt and came to a point that i will just treat him as though he doesn’t exists. but i can’t. i am still mesmerized, still excited, still laughs with him, still like him. damn!
until one day, we were together just the two of us. I was very happy. Can’t help it. It seems that all the hurts i felt for the past few days were all gone. all healed. grabe. bawi agad. bawing bawi. no one can take away the hurts you felt but him alone. the reason why you cry is because of him and he is the only one who can stop you from crying! ang daya! isang lambing lang ok na agad ako. kamusta naman un. ang arte ko talaga. hahaha

love hurts, love scars

what hurts most?
..when you can’t fight for that one thing that would make you happy..

cry ka n lang ba?

Tease me not!

Don’t let me buy the thing that you are not selling.

what to do in the ff situation:
a. Ung girl type si boy. so nagpapakita ng motibo. flirting to the max. pero ung boy hindi naman type si girl. what do you think would be a man’s reaction in this situation? according to my reliable source, hahayaan lang ni boy na mag flirt si girl kasi sayang din daw ulam din kumbaga yun. saka dagdag pogi points kung meron nahuhumaling sayo kahit di mo naman gusto. it makes you feel desirable.. wow..
b. kung type ni boy ang nag fflirting flirting na girl.. eh go agad..

parang ang labo pa din ano. in short win win situation ito sa mga guys kasi wala naman mawawala sa kanila un nga lang konting ingat cause you might be trapped in your own bait. nabalitaan mo na ba ang term na ‘pikot’ or shutgun wedding? wahahaha

pag sa girls naman eto ang eksena:
a. kung di type ang nag fflirt. iwas kung iwas. aba pano mo mabibiktima ang taong type mo talaga kung may asungot na umaaligid-aligid sa yo?
b. kung type mo naman ang nag fflirt sayo.. go sago. bakit papatagalin pa?
so anong gagawin ng girls.. maghihintay na lng ba na may mag flirt sau o lumandi ka din? i don’t want to try the second option. why? first. kasi parang giveaway ka na nun. gusto ko ung medyo pa mystery effect hahaha.. ang mga guys kasi they like discovering things if and only if.. interesado sila sayo. second, kung makikipag flirt ka lng din tapos ang reaction naman ng guy e flirting lang din, di talaga seryoso un and hindi mo din naman malalaman kung seryoso sya sau kung ikaw n ang nagbibigay ng motibo. they will just reciprocate what you are doing kasi nga sayang din naman according to them. remember this. kung talagang interesado sayo ang isang tao, he will do the first move. you might give him some signals that you are interested in him also but guys don’t like girls who are aggressive and are making the first move or are very vocal in telling a guy what she feels towards him. It’s a turn off. you might send him the correct signal by establishing a good friendship with him. if a guy don’t just wants you to be just his friend he will be the one to put your relationship on to the next level.

toinks!

mga kulitan sa office:

scene 1:  pinakialaman ng payaso ng opisina ang aking playlist sa cellphone. nakita ang kantang pang simbahan at pinatugtog ng malakas. dahil sa hindi ako makapaniwala na alam nya ang kantang un eto ang nangyari:

me: ay naku bawal lokohin ang kantang yan
clown: bakit? alam ko nmn ito ah. saka minsan si God nag jojoke din naman.
me: uu! nun ginawa ka nya napakalaking joke talaga un! tingnan mo andito ka sa mundo
clown: wahahaha oo nga ano! (mamamatay sa katatawa)

scene 2: lagi akong naka pink. halos ma straight ko na ang pink sa isang linggo.

opismate1: alam ko favorite mong color
me: ano?
opismate1: pink
me: mali! red!
opismate1: aww! men.

Bakit ba my Heartache?

Song: Bonnie Tyler’s It’s A Heartache.

Heartaches. Good if you don’t experience that in your life. But I have never met someone who does not go through heartaches whether romantically or not. Exception to the rule is maybe a heart that is made of stones. If you don’t experience heartaches maybe you did not experience happiness as well. Better to loved and lost than never been loved at all.

Emo na naman ako. In short masarap ma inlove. Masaya. It gives you positive feeling each day. But what I learned is that you should not expect anything(that somehow he would feel the same way for you) and you should not assume something so you would not end up crying for that thing! It’s ok to let yourself fall as long as you know how to let yourself back.

Just Friends? by Susan Nikaido

This is a forwarded email from a friend. I’ve known a lot of people especially ladies who are trapped in this kind of relationship. Apparently, you can count me in! This kind of relationship exists because women allowed that to happen also. While the guy is also responsible in this situation, we can’t always blame it to them because on the one hand, we girls allow that to happen. We allow them to treat us that way.  Why would a guy go beyond friendship if you are giving him already the benefits of a relationship.

If my sources are correct, the following scenario is played out frequently among the world of Christian singles. It happens on both sides of the gender line, but allow me to talk about it from my own female perspective.

A man meets a woman and begins to show interest in her. He asks her to spend time with him on a regular basis : hiking, biking, watching videos. He calls her at least once a week just to talk. He begins telling her about the deeper things in his heart and invites her to share at this level as well. He sends her mushy “friendship” cards and tells her that she means a great deal to him. He may become a little affectionate : the hugs begin to linger.

The relationship has been defined as friendship, if it has been defined at all. But after all this special attention, the woman is definitely feeling more. So she asks the guy what’s going on.

To her surprise, he does a quick about-face. He insists they are just friends. After that, he avoids her, leaving her hurt and bewildered. She feels rejected – she has lost not only a romantic interest (she thought) but worse, a close and trusted friend. And she feels stupid.

Did she really misread all those signals? After I experienced this as a single woman, I asked a friend my
friend “Joe” to help me understand why guys do this. After I told him my woeful tale, he said, “I did that to somebody once.”

“What? Why would you ever do such a thing?” I asked. “We were getting too close, and it scared me,” he said.

This helped me understand why the “just friends” syndrome is so widespread. A guy wants to get to know a girl, but without the pressure of dating. So he spends a lot of time with her, treating her in many ways like a girlfriend but defining the relationship as friends. This way, if it begins to look like there’s no future in the relationship, or he’s not ready to “get serious,” he can back
away with no messy breakup. It sounds like a nice arrangement – for the guy.

But that approach can be a problem for the woman. If a man tells a woman he just wants to “be friends” but he treats her like it’s more than friendship, she will believe his behavior instead of his words. It sets her up for a big disappointment. Or if he invokes the “just friends” mantra after being asked about the nature of the relationship, but then promptly begins to distance himself from the friendship, again, his actions do not match his words.

He may think he’s sparing her feelings by avoiding a breakup. But by defining the relationship as a friendship, he hurts her even more deeply when he disappears. A dating relationship comes with certain risks. But she expects a friendship – especially such a close one – to continue. Think about it this way : A broken dating relationship says only, “I don’t want to marry you”; a broken friendship says to her, “I don’t want/value you on any level.”

Taking a woman down this path violates two scriptural principles. First, it’s dishonest. The apostle Paul said that it was the way of the world – not of a Godly man – to say “yes, yes” and “no, no” in the same breath (2 Cor. 1:17). A man of integrity will call a relationship what it is.

Second, it is not kind or loving. The “just friends” approach may be safer for the guy, but it is harmful to the woman. In effect, he is asking her for the rewards of a dating relationship – companionship, emotional intimacy, even affection – without the responsibility. He is playing with her heart, and her heart will probably get broken.

But what if a guy does only want to be friends – or wants to develop a friendship before he decides to date?

It’s pretty simple. He just treats the woman like all his other friends. He doesn’t spend more time with her or call her more often than he does his other friends. He usually invites other people along when he gets together with her. He doesn’t pick up the tab when just the two of them go out. He avoids compliments that might communicate she is “special” to him. He lets her know he spends time with other women. He’s extremely careful about showing any physical affection – even playful shoves or hugs.

If, after getting to know her from a safe emotional distance, he wants a deeper relationship, he tells her that he wants to date her.

What if you are not thinking about more than friendship, but she asks about your intentions? Tell her you appreciate her friendship, but be honest about where you are. Above all, though it may be awkward for a while, continue to be her friend.

Years ago, I began to be attracted to a male friend. Though I hadn’t really been getting any signals that he was interested in me, I knew it would help settle my emotions to hear it from him. I asked. He affirmed me as a person but told me gently – but clearly – that he thought of me only as a friend. And then he did a wonderful thing. He kept being my friend. Though it hurt a little to learn I wasn’t attractive to him in that way, it helped to know he still valued me and wanted me around. Though we have both moved to different states and married, we are friends to this day.

Need To Be Next To You

for someone who puts a smile in my heart.. this is for u!:)

I need to know I can see you smile each morning look into your eyes each night…. for the rest of my life.

Lyrics | Leigh Nash – Need to Be Next to You lyrics

Life is Too Short

They say, it takes a minute

to find a special person

an hour to appreciate them.

a day to love them,

but then an entire life to forget them

Ang Takip-silim [Twilight Tagalog version]

So here’s how it goes:
Kasi pare ganito daw yun. May isa daw babae na hot daw pare. Pero maputla siya kasi hindi siya inalagaan ng nanay niya pare. Tapos pare emo daw siya kasi nga daw hindi siya mahal ng mundo at para siyang patay na bata na galit sa mundo. Tapos pare, lumipat daw siya ng tirahan kasi daw masyado daw siyang emo para sa luma niyang tirahan. Sabi niya sa nanay niya, “tangina mo nay gusto ko lumipat kay tay”. Tangina pare, hindi nagalit nanay niya. Sabi lang ng nanay niya, “tangina mo pare wag ka magmura”.

So lumipat siya sa tatay niya di ba? Pagkarating niya dun sabi niya, “tangina erpat bakit maulan dito?” Sabi ng erpat niya “gago, ‘bur’ months na! malamig na tangena”. So nagtaka yung babaeng simula ngayon ay tatawagin na lang nating “babaeng maputla at emo”.

So pumasok siya sa school di ba? Binigyan siya ng truck ng tatay niya pare. Sabi ng tatay niya, “tangina mo sa’yo na tong truck ko”. Sabi niya, “salamat tay”.

Pagkarating niyang school tsong, may nakita siyang lalaking mukhang bangkay pero pogi. Sakto. Pogi pero mukhang bangkay. Sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo, “hot pare”.

Nung chem [me: actually it's Bio class] na ni babaeng maputla at emo, natagpuan niyang lab partner niya yung poging bangkay. So nung tinignan siya nung poging bangaky, ang asim ng mukha nito. Mukhang nandiri ata kay babaeng maputla at emo.

Sabi ni poging bangkay, “tangina mo”. Sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo, “tangina KA”. Sabi ni poging bangkay, “tangina NIYA oh *tumuro sa teacher nila*”. Sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo, “oo nga noh. TANGINA MO”. Sabi ni poging bangkay, “tangina mo gago bampira ako”. Tapos naghubad siya ng damit at kumintab ang katawan niya kasi linagyan niya ng glitters ang abs niya kasi tigas siya at ganun na ang mga tigas ngayon na nagpupuntang emba.

So pare na in-love si babaeng maputla at emo kay poging bangkay. Si poging bangkay naman sige lang kasi sex din daw yun. So ayun.Ang shweet shweet nila.

“Eow poh… ahihihihi”

“Bebe mwahugz,….. ^^,”

So tapos nun nagpunta sila sa damuhan kasi…. alam mo na. Tapos sabi ni poging bangkay, “ikaw na buhay ko ngayon”. Sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo, “tangina mo gago patay ka na”. Sabi ni poging bangkay “TANGINA KA”.

Tapos nagsex sila.

So basically pare yun lang yung mga importanteng nangyari sa buong storya. Intense noh? Kaya pala nahhook lahat ng tao. Akala ko overrated. Hindi pala. Astig pala.

paglaki ko gusto kong maging twilight. >:]

>>>>>>>>>>>

nakapagbasa n ko ng twilight saga 1 – 4 pero eto ang pinaka astig.. hahaha.. kung sino man ang author nito sana magrelease na ng book 2 new moon.. can’t wait.. Sali mo si Jacob Black s mura.. =))

BASAHIN NG MATUTO

… si Bob Ong yata ang author nito? ano sa tingin nyo?! familiar sa akin ang paragraph 2 and 3 pag aaral at buhay in general. pero ung pag ibig parang di ko pa nabasa sa mga libro nya. kulang yta ang aking collection.. hehehehe.. pero my point sya! i like this!!!!

PAG-IBIG
“Kung hindi mo mahal and isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka nya..”
“Lahat naman ng tao sumeseryoso pag tinamaan ng pagmamahal. Yun nga lang, hindi lahat matibay para sa temptasyon.”
“Gamitin ang puso para alagaan ang taong malapit sayo. Gamitin ang utak para alagaan ang sarili mo.”
“Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba.”
“Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang.”
“Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na.”
“Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin.”
“Kung maghihintay ka nang lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo.. Dapat lumandi ka din.”
“Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang.”
“Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. Walang gamot sa tanga kundi pagkukusa.”
“Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo wag ka magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka.. Kaya quits lang.”
“Bakit ba ayaw matulog ng mga bata sa tanghali? alam ba nilang pag natuto silang umibig e hindi na sila makakatulog kahit gusto nila?”
“Hindi lungkot o takot ang mahirap sa pag-iisa kundi ang pagtanggap na sa bilyon-bilyong tao sa mundo, wala man lang nakipaglaban upang makasama ka.”
“Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin ang puso mo. Tumitibok lang yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo. Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomy at ang sisisihin mo naman ay ang hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emotions mo, mali ka pa rin! Bakit? Utang na loob! Wag Mong isisi sa body organs mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan mo: magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso, utak, atay o bituka mo ang may kasalanan sa lahat ng nangyari sayo, kundi IKAW mismo!”

PAG-AARAL
“Mag-aral maigi. Kung titigil ka sa pag-aaral, manghihinayang ka pagtanda mo dahil hindi mo naranasan ang kakaibang ligayang dulot ng mga araw na walang pasok o suspendido ang klase o absent ang teacher. (Haaay, sarap!).”
“Nalaman kong marami palang libreng lecture sa mundo, ikaw ang gagawa ng syllabus. Maraming teacher sa labas ng eskuwelahan, desisyon mo kung kanino ka magpapaturo. Lahat tayo enrolled ngayon sa isang university, maraming subject na mahirap, pero dahil libre, ikaw ang talo kung nag-drop ka.
“Isa-isa tayong ga-graduate, iba’t-ibang paraan. tanging diploma ay ang mga alaala ng kung ano mang tulong o pagmamahal ang iniwan natin sa mundong pinangarap nating baguhin minsan…”
“Hikayatin mo lahat ng kakilala mo na magkaroon ng kahit isa man lang paboritong libro sa buhay nila. Dahil wala nang mas kawawa pa sa mga taong literado pero hindi nagbabasa.”
“dalawang dekada ka lang mag-aaral. kung ‘di mo pagtityagaan, limang dekada ng kahirapan ang kapalit. sobrang lugi. kung alam lang ‘yan ng mga kabataan, sa pananaw ko ehh walang gugustuhing umiwas sa eskwela.”

BUHAY (IN GENERAL)
“Kumain ka na ng siopao na may palamang pusa o maglakad sa bubog nang nakayapak, pero wag na wag kang susubok mag-drugs. Kung hindi mo kayang umiwas, humingi ka ng tulong sa mga magulang mo dahil alam nila kung saan ang mga murang supplier at hindi ka nila iisahan.”
“Mangarap ka at abutin mo. Wag mong sisihin ang sira mong pamilya, palpak mong syota, pilay mong tuta, o mga lumilipad na ipis. Kung may pagkukulang sa’yo mga magulang mo, pwde kang manisi at maging rebelde. Tumigil ka sa pag-aaral, mag-asawa ka, mag-drugs ka, magpakulay ka ng buhok sa kili-kili. Sa bandang huli, ikaw din ang biktima. Rebeldeng walang napatunayan at bait sa sarili.”
HALO-HALO
“ayokong nasasanay sa mga bagay na pwede namang wala sa buhay ko.”
“hinahanap mo nga ba ako o ang kawalan ko?”
“hindi dahil sa hindi mo naiintindihan ang isang bagay ay kasinungalingan na ito. at hindi lahat ng kaya mong intindihin ay katotohanan. “