Bawi ka na!

why is it that the only person who can stop you from crying is that made you cry? the one who knows how to comfort you is the one that caused you pain? Life’s irony.

Sad but true, a week ago i was teary eyed when i saw my someone special with someone else. i was really upset and began to think if they are already an item. it hurts me so much when i saw them together and it seems that he is enjoying the company. what pains so much is when i saw them together i can’t help but get jealous. what hurts most? ..when you can’t fight for that one thing that would make you happy..
i can’t say to his face that i am jealous or am angry at him. he doesn’t know where i am coming from. so i am silently feeling hurt and came to a point that i will just treat him as though he doesn’t exists. but i can’t. i am still mesmerized, still excited, still laughs with him, still like him. damn!
until one day, we were together just the two of us. I was very happy. Can’t help it. It seems that all the hurts i felt for the past few days were all gone. all healed. grabe. bawi agad. bawing bawi. no one can take away the hurts you felt but him alone. the reason why you cry is because of him and he is the only one who can stop you from crying! ang daya! isang lambing lang ok na agad ako. kamusta naman un. ang arte ko talaga. hahaha

love hurts, love scars

what hurts most?
..when you can’t fight for that one thing that would make you happy..

cry ka n lang ba?

Tease me not!

Don’t let me buy the thing that you are not selling.

what to do in the ff situation:
a. Ung girl type si boy. so nagpapakita ng motibo. flirting to the max. pero ung boy hindi naman type si girl. what do you think would be a man’s reaction in this situation? according to my reliable source, hahayaan lang ni boy na mag flirt si girl kasi sayang din daw ulam din kumbaga yun. saka dagdag pogi points kung meron nahuhumaling sayo kahit di mo naman gusto. it makes you feel desirable.. wow..
b. kung type ni boy ang nag fflirting flirting na girl.. eh go agad..

parang ang labo pa din ano. in short win win situation ito sa mga guys kasi wala naman mawawala sa kanila un nga lang konting ingat cause you might be trapped in your own bait. nabalitaan mo na ba ang term na ‘pikot’ or shutgun wedding? wahahaha

pag sa girls naman eto ang eksena:
a. kung di type ang nag fflirt. iwas kung iwas. aba pano mo mabibiktima ang taong type mo talaga kung may asungot na umaaligid-aligid sa yo?
b. kung type mo naman ang nag fflirt sayo.. go sago. bakit papatagalin pa?
so anong gagawin ng girls.. maghihintay na lng ba na may mag flirt sau o lumandi ka din? i don’t want to try the second option. why? first. kasi parang giveaway ka na nun. gusto ko ung medyo pa mystery effect hahaha.. ang mga guys kasi they like discovering things if and only if.. interesado sila sayo. second, kung makikipag flirt ka lng din tapos ang reaction naman ng guy e flirting lang din, di talaga seryoso un and hindi mo din naman malalaman kung seryoso sya sau kung ikaw n ang nagbibigay ng motibo. they will just reciprocate what you are doing kasi nga sayang din naman according to them. remember this. kung talagang interesado sayo ang isang tao, he will do the first move. you might give him some signals that you are interested in him also but guys don’t like girls who are aggressive and are making the first move or are very vocal in telling a guy what she feels towards him. It’s a turn off. you might send him the correct signal by establishing a good friendship with him. if a guy don’t just wants you to be just his friend he will be the one to put your relationship on to the next level.

toinks!

mga kulitan sa office:

scene 1:  pinakialaman ng payaso ng opisina ang aking playlist sa cellphone. nakita ang kantang pang simbahan at pinatugtog ng malakas. dahil sa hindi ako makapaniwala na alam nya ang kantang un eto ang nangyari:

me: ay naku bawal lokohin ang kantang yan
clown: bakit? alam ko nmn ito ah. saka minsan si God nag jojoke din naman.
me: uu! nun ginawa ka nya napakalaking joke talaga un! tingnan mo andito ka sa mundo
clown: wahahaha oo nga ano! (mamamatay sa katatawa)

scene 2: lagi akong naka pink. halos ma straight ko na ang pink sa isang linggo.

opismate1: alam ko favorite mong color
me: ano?
opismate1: pink
me: mali! red!
opismate1: aww! men.

Bakit ba my Heartache?

Song: Bonnie Tyler’s It’s A Heartache.

Heartaches. Good if you don’t experience that in your life. But I have never met someone who does not go through heartaches whether romantically or not. Exception to the rule is maybe a heart that is made of stones. If you don’t experience heartaches maybe you did not experience happiness as well. Better to loved and lost than never been loved at all.

Emo na naman ako. In short masarap ma inlove. Masaya. It gives you positive feeling each day. But what I learned is that you should not expect anything(that somehow he would feel the same way for you) and you should not assume something so you would not end up crying for that thing! It’s ok to let yourself fall as long as you know how to let yourself back.